girl with the pearl earring
I meet her at the inhale.
Coral pink lips parted, she makes no effort at rushing
to correct my lungs.
A step closer to the required rope lets me immerse
myself in momentary detail.
Monuments to precision and I-know-you-up-close.
While her gloss was once smooth, I can now
match the holes in my flesh to hers.
I suppose as I grow up, I too, am fading—
all the once unbothered paint chips of me
drifting apart.
Tectonic crumbs of skin.
She looks a bit like you, my best friend says,
a visitor with hands full of ticket stubs.
Like you when you don’t want your picture taken.
And it’s a half truth. I used to run around in circles when
someone took out a camera
to avoid my scrubbed pink face trapped in
anyone’s frame.
Still, I disagree with my friend. The drops of color my eyes
took in has made it’s way to my mind,
festered in there like a welcome stranger.
The velvet-black of the background
invades all my synapses.
The girl doesn’t mind, I say. She is happy where she is.
Cream rising in her cheeks, a stack of contrasts
above her head, chunky clothes swallowing
her arms.
Something shiny dangling from her earlobe.
I meet her at the inhale.
Exchanging sunken eyes,
a kind of kindred lullaby
where we walk in the dusty daylight and admit
the signs of last evening shine
like glow-in-the-dark stars on our faces.
I see seraphim tinting those parted lips
and I know
I will never grow tired of her.
Oh, as long as this crumbled masterpiece lives,
I will never grow tired of her.