december 11th
please give me plenty of comfortable places
to rest my head and hands
my body is tired, my breath spotted—
let me lay down on your socks
the stars are not ready
for me / to leave
but i’m ready
i’ve been / waiting
and i love you like water loves an open wound
i love you like rose thorns love a little kid’s hands
i watch you like a bit of space debris,
caught in the orbit of a doomed planet
spinning round and round
to each their own solar system
let us both be sister species
made of dying supernovas
and as my thin arms stretch out
on your mailbox-red blanket
let me implode
the stars are not ready
for me / to leave
but i’m ready
i’ve been / waiting
i’ve been
waiting